the stuff i'm made of
every time i get visitors on this site, my eyes grow big in disbelief how people (strangers most of them) care to read my mind, and how i simply don’t care to think aloud.. makes me wonder if my guests have any idea who/how i am beyond what my revealed ponderings say about me..
like, do they know ..
1. i had one crush from kinder until high school (i heard he’s now a pilot.. would have made us a handsome team? huh!!.. sorry for him..)
2. i started driving at age 15;
3. not a car, but a jeep.
4. i have watched "little mermaid" more than 20x to date
5. and i don't mind watching it another 20x.
6. my fantasy is to play "ariel"; and joell is prince erik (no chance for this at all coz joell, too, wants to play ariel!? grrrrr.....)
7. my first love was a famous basketeer, a living legend in manila they call him.
9. he refused to see me more than just a little girl in the “fan” mode :-(
10. i broke my right arm in college
11. no one knows the whole truth how it happened
12. it's such a shame, i swear not to tell anyone about it.. ever!
13. that accident made me a “bionic woman” of some sort – i have a metal in the arm that sounds off in some airport devices (that sucks, really!)
14. i dream for 2 careers in life :
15. one is to be a flight attendant
16. that has seen the light, alright
17. the other is to be a newscaster
18. and i promise i’ll be one someday.
19. i don’t care if it’s only on gossip news (nye..),
20 or if it’s just for kyle’s viewing pleasure;
21. this 2nd dream will have it's day.
22. it seems that i have a sixth sense
23. but i refuse to look into it.
24. i love to sing
25. but can’t sing well :-(
26. i love to cook
27. but can’t cook well.
28. i’m not a coffee drinker
29. so why do i have insomnia??!!
30. i don’t like soda;
31. i think it’s fattening
32. but i’m a chocolate addict
33. so i think that’s healthy!??
34. i can’t stand cigarette smoke
35. and i’m allergic to alcohol
36. and i never tried drugs
37. and.. i know!! i know!! my life is boring (hay...)
38. i’m a catholic
39. i seek st jude's assistance praying to my God
41. my eyes are so vulnerable
42. i’m blinded when under the sun
43. so it doesn't help that i’m afraid of the dark.
44. i suffer from photophobia
45. but i’m hoping to do photography (ha????)
46. i rarely produce tears
47. and i hardly perspire.
48. i am fond of wood furniture
49. i love the smell of forest
50 i like going to the beach
51. but i'm not at ease swimming in open water
52. green is my favorite color
53. but i prefer to wear yellow.
54. i can’t grow my nails long
55. they always break in two weeks
56. i’m afraid of dogs
57. and i stay away from cats.
58. i adore the "side a" band
61. .. if i can figure out where to get money?! :-(
62. i’m more comfortable wearing boots than rubber shoes.
63. i’ll drop everything to date george clooney
65. i’m serious!! who says i'm not?!!
66. ..... errrr.. of course, only until john sees this
67. then that line becomes a joke (he..he..)
68. i pig out on 'sinigang'.
72. but i deflated back to 110 lbs in 3 months (beat that!)
73. “the rock” is my all-time favorite;
76. my longest phone chat lasted for 6 hrs
77. i can’t remember what was it about.
78. although i find it difficult to sleep on roadtrips,
79. i’ll survive a long journey sans talking
80. i have super dry skin
81. so lotion is my bestfriend.
82. the longest cry i had lasted for 40 months
83. yap, tears flooded my world once
84. so i have my own version of “noah’s ark” (only, mine was longer and pathetic)
85. now that story makes me just smile
86. no way i’ll share the details to those who don’t know it.
87. i’m ambidextrous except in writing
88. i don’t feel pretty when i “tuck-in” my shirt
89. i told scott why (and i’ll kill scott if he tells you why)
90. i’m not a morning person
91. i’m more lucid between noon and midnight.
92. being a "leo" often brings me trouble.
93. zarah and mench are like the extra sisters i never had.
94. i would have wanted to be named mikaela
95. i settled with passing it to my daughter
96. ironically, she wants to have been named grace!?
97. the nicest man i know is john
100. coz john and winnie are stuck with me :-)
whoa.. for my faceless readers to see this list, that’s getting a mindful of the stuff i’m made of!
do they know????
i really wonder..
as life goes on..
like, do they know ..
1. i had one crush from kinder until high school (i heard he’s now a pilot.. would have made us a handsome team? huh!!.. sorry for him..)
2. i started driving at age 15;
3. not a car, but a jeep.
4. i have watched "little mermaid" more than 20x to date
5. and i don't mind watching it another 20x.
6. my fantasy is to play "ariel"; and joell is prince erik (no chance for this at all coz joell, too, wants to play ariel!? grrrrr.....)
7. my first love was a famous basketeer, a living legend in manila they call him.

9. he refused to see me more than just a little girl in the “fan” mode :-(
10. i broke my right arm in college
11. no one knows the whole truth how it happened
12. it's such a shame, i swear not to tell anyone about it.. ever!
13. that accident made me a “bionic woman” of some sort – i have a metal in the arm that sounds off in some airport devices (that sucks, really!)
14. i dream for 2 careers in life :
15. one is to be a flight attendant
16. that has seen the light, alright
17. the other is to be a newscaster
18. and i promise i’ll be one someday.
19. i don’t care if it’s only on gossip news (nye..),
20 or if it’s just for kyle’s viewing pleasure;
21. this 2nd dream will have it's day.
22. it seems that i have a sixth sense
23. but i refuse to look into it.
24. i love to sing
25. but can’t sing well :-(
26. i love to cook
27. but can’t cook well.
28. i’m not a coffee drinker
29. so why do i have insomnia??!!
30. i don’t like soda;
31. i think it’s fattening
32. but i’m a chocolate addict
33. so i think that’s healthy!??
34. i can’t stand cigarette smoke
35. and i’m allergic to alcohol
36. and i never tried drugs
37. and.. i know!! i know!! my life is boring (hay...)
38. i’m a catholic
39. i seek st jude's assistance praying to my God

41. my eyes are so vulnerable
42. i’m blinded when under the sun
43. so it doesn't help that i’m afraid of the dark.
44. i suffer from photophobia
45. but i’m hoping to do photography (ha????)
46. i rarely produce tears
47. and i hardly perspire.
48. i am fond of wood furniture
49. i love the smell of forest
50 i like going to the beach
51. but i'm not at ease swimming in open water
52. green is my favorite color
53. but i prefer to wear yellow.
54. i can’t grow my nails long
55. they always break in two weeks
56. i’m afraid of dogs
57. and i stay away from cats.
58. i adore the "side a" band


61. .. if i can figure out where to get money?! :-(
62. i’m more comfortable wearing boots than rubber shoes.
63. i’ll drop everything to date george clooney

65. i’m serious!! who says i'm not?!!
66. ..... errrr.. of course, only until john sees this
67. then that line becomes a joke (he..he..)
68. i pig out on 'sinigang'.


70. i always have egg on my meals.
71. there was a time i ballooned to 170 lbs72. but i deflated back to 110 lbs in 3 months (beat that!)
73. “the rock” is my all-time favorite;


76. my longest phone chat lasted for 6 hrs
77. i can’t remember what was it about.
78. although i find it difficult to sleep on roadtrips,
79. i’ll survive a long journey sans talking
80. i have super dry skin
81. so lotion is my bestfriend.
82. the longest cry i had lasted for 40 months
83. yap, tears flooded my world once
84. so i have my own version of “noah’s ark” (only, mine was longer and pathetic)
85. now that story makes me just smile
86. no way i’ll share the details to those who don’t know it.
87. i’m ambidextrous except in writing
88. i don’t feel pretty when i “tuck-in” my shirt
89. i told scott why (and i’ll kill scott if he tells you why)
90. i’m not a morning person
91. i’m more lucid between noon and midnight.
92. being a "leo" often brings me trouble.
93. zarah and mench are like the extra sisters i never had.
94. i would have wanted to be named mikaela
95. i settled with passing it to my daughter
96. ironically, she wants to have been named grace!?
97. the nicest man i know is john


100. coz john and winnie are stuck with me :-)
whoa.. for my faceless readers to see this list, that’s getting a mindful of the stuff i’m made of!
do they know????
i really wonder..
as life goes on..
*********** "I'll know what i think when i see what i say" ---- graham wallas ***********
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just when i wanted to keep a memory of my 'pondering by chance', i found an avenue to share, if not view alone, what runs in my mind AS LIFE GOES ON..
6 Comments:
Great site, girl! I learned a lot more things about ya!!! I now feel
sorry for pulling htat prank on you in High School.. But I gotta
admit the reason I did that coz i thought you were cute!
wow, i am very, very, very impressed. to put one's thoughts in 'writing', ang hirap nyan. composing an essay on any topic, be it something that i am very knowledgable of or sonething i really detest, is hard enough. but putting your thought and your emotions into words... wow, my hat's off to you dear lady.
i 'know' you from high school but i'm sure you don't know me. i was going to e-mail kaso baka matakot ka na baka isa ako sa stalkers mo back in high school.
i read all of them, and it feels like you're 'singing'. hmm... why singing. i like to sing, and i sing well, if i may say so myself. and that's how i feel while reading your thoughts.
i chose to post my comment here kasi we have a lot in common. green is also my favorite color. mint green was our motif when my wife and i got married.
oops, sorry... mahaba na yata. i should have e-mailed na lang siguro.
looking forward for your next entry
...ang dami ko pang nalaman tungkol sa iyo. baduy ka rin pala minsan he he.
I think I could own up to being the other party to item no. 76...tama ba?
Hi Bu... been following your blog entries. Galing ah!
i know the driving part (but whose jeep, Mang Ben or Daddy's?)...a lot of stuff though made me realize i don't know you that well...until now...ha!ha!ha! as life goes on...
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